Pff ganduri si idei amestecate

The story of us doesn’t have a start

I was a simple depressed girl

Looking after boys who weren’t for her

You were the boy who was trying to be nice

You thought that we belong together

Held my hand , kept me warm

You knew the things that I adore

I don’t even know if I really like you

I don’t even know whereI belong to

When you say you love me I know you lie

When you try to help me , it only makes me feel worse

Touch me , I won’t feel it

Kiss me , nothing’s changed

Look at me , I feel invisible

Hold me into your arms , I’ll be cold

Now I feel like I want to be alone

Able to be crazy without you judging me

Able to scream without you saying it’s wrong

There are many things you think you know about me

And there are many things you’ll never know

Our love is like holding an ice cube

You can hold it for a minute

But then it melts away

And all that it’s left is some cold water

Everytime we fight

I want to go away and disappear

Everytime you say you’re sorry

I just want to scream

Everytime when I’m with you

I just keep seeing other guys

But I know they’re not for me

Complimenting me all the time

I thought I see sparks fly

But I realize I don’t feel anything

I’m not made for love

I just wanna scream and dance

Party with all my friends

French kissing on the floor

Feeling like I never did before

Without thoughts , just letting go

I wanna let everything behind

Being myself with no second-thoughts

Baby if they ask me if I care

You’ll see I don’t

Because in the end no one does

The minute you come right next to me

I just can’t see you

I can’t explain it no more

I used to want a love story

In which sparks fly and there’s magic in the air

But all this romance is not for me

Being bad it’s just so good

You won’t get hurt , you’ll have some fun

It’s the age of crazyness

So let’s take our clothes off

And party like we never did before

Look at me , it’s just myself

You’ve never seen me like this

Accept it or not

I’m on the right track

Baby this is my way

Saying dirty words won’t affect me

Seeing you cry won’t touch me

You’ll just seem weak , just how you are

If we could sit for a moment

And talk about what we never did before

You’ll see there’s nothing left to say

And there’s no point

Go to hell , I’ll meet you there

Close your eyes , you’ll see I’m there

Deep inside of you , there’s  a fighting beast

And it gets stronger than you and I could ever know

I intend to disappear

So don’t try to feel me

I intend to fill the sky

With the crazyness inside my life

I can be anywhere

No one can find me

Open your eyes and see

I’m not here for you

Like you weren’t for me

There’s just one thing I want

Being big , dreaming a lot

Having faith in what counts

You don’t like it , that’s ok

You’re afraid of the dark , well I live there

You don’t like heights , well there’s my heart

You can’t go out all by yourself

Well there is where you find me

Both alone in the dark

I choose to sleep

You think of something else

If I was a cake , would you be my sugar?

If I was a teardrop , would you be my smile?

We dream lovely things but we’ll both gonna wake up soon

Come and take me away

If you’re not too scared

Do you think you can do this?

Because I know you can’t

Deep inside of me , there’s a shining star

And it gets brighter when you’re not around

Deep inside of me , there’s a playing child

And it get’s silent everytime you say a word

It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay with you than with myself

Cause you just keep me on the red light

You make me feel like I can’t

When I know I can

I’d like to make myself believe

That I can be myself when I’m with you

It’s hard to say that I’d rather choose you than loneliness

But everything it’s harder than it seems

Look at your past

You’ll see I’m history

Look in the mirror

You’ll see my scars on your face

We’re all cave in when we think too much

But you just can’t help it sometimes

So I choose to take myself away and live my age

At 15 you don’t need a boyfriend

You just need some fun

Partying and taking pictures with your friends

There is nothing more

There are good things in my future

Won’t let them go

Just because you can’t make your life happier

I can’t make you be like me

And I don’t even want you to

If my intentions are bad

Then stab me in the back

If my thoughts are too black

Then pour me some ice in my heart

If my heart’s too cold

Then make in your soul

I’m coming home this night

There’s gonna be just me myself and I

You can’t call me , cause I won’t answer

Everything I do is for our best

We’re always complaining

So imam do it my way

You’ll be alone just you and yourself

There is no curse or magic

That can make me feel different

Cause myself is back

I’ve lost my pixie dust for a moment

Sparks are back , wings are ready

I’m gonna fly to the moon and back

You can watch me if you want

And I’ll feel proud

You're the thorn in my flash that I can't take out

You left like a deep scar in me

And it won't heal until you're gone

And you're sitting in the front row

Wanting to be the first one

What do you do when you're stuck

What do you do when your head's in two places

You feel love but you just can't accept it

Maybe you found the right one 

At the wrong time

You can wait by my window all night

Even tough I know you won't

It won't change a thing

But this way I'll see you care

The stars are there to kiss you
I just lie awake and think of you
I don't know if my thoughts are good or bad
But I know they make me sad


As many times as I blink
I'll think that everything it's fine
But I know it can't be
Because there is no me when I'm with you

When I see you there's no feeling
When I kiss you , there's no emotion
When you call me , I feel like you interupt me from something
This is not what I am looking for
And I think it's the same for you